My Inner World

Day 012

Okayyyy so today was supposed to be one of those emotional thinking days and I really thought it was going to be. I thought I was gonna drown myself in thoughts but I literally spent the day at a really positive pace.
A year ago today I tried to end my life, I decided that it was best for me to give up and stop fighting the never ending war. I wanted out, silence, for everything to stop spinning in ways that I can’t control. It made me feel powerless.
I’m different now. Mindset completely in a different way. I’m not a hundred percent sure what I’m doing most the time. But i survived and I’ll never take life or that for granted any longer.